aimee

Sat, 28 Dec 2002 12:05:29 GMT

Hello Aimee.

Sat, 20 Apr 2002 00:18:58 GMT

i'm going back to zippygirl again. haha

i hate my life

Fri, 19 Apr 2002 18:56:35 GMT

seriously... why am i such a loser? sometimes i really feel that my only friend is james. alison too.. but shes not here. no one ever asks me to do anything. the only person who has in like the past year is james. i dunno how or why i've lost all my "friends" james did invite me to go to something today, i feel really weird, and just not wanted. i want to go, but james hasnt called me, so i guess i'm not going. they all hate me anyway. i'm just "james' gf" to them. and seriously, i'm not looking for symphathy. i just really need to get that all out. i'm sick and tired of it all. well i have to go. i have to feed my neighbors cats. at least animals like me. if it gets really bad, i guess i'll go live out in the jungle and live with the animals (no, i'm not serious) i'll just become a vet, or a vets assistant, cuz i hate blood. well bye

Aimee Quiz!!

Thu, 18 Apr 2002 20:08:24 GMT

Aimee Quiz!

take it.. pleez???

bored

Thu, 18 Apr 2002 14:35:16 GMT

lalalala...... yesterday sucked. it really did. i dont wanna talk bout it tho.

seriously.. why am i writing?! i have nothing to write about. maybe i'll go shopping today. but i hate shopping w/ my mom. ::sigh:: actually i think the stupid jacuzzi guy, who never comes, may actually come and fix our jacuzzi. i'll be So surprised if that happens.

I AM BORED OUTTA MY MIND!!!!! WAH!!!!!

oh well.. last words... I LOVE JAMES!

lalalla

Wed, 17 Apr 2002 14:07:45 GMT

i had an awesome day yesterday :) james came over, hehe. he came over at like 12:30-1 (12:45?) lol we dropped him off at maybe 6. we got lunch and took a walk to the lake. :) it was too hot, so we had to go inside. :sigh:: i wanna do something w/ him later in the week, which i doubt we'll be able to do. i really miss hiM!!

hmm... I'm actually not tired! i got a lot of sleep last night. i like just collapsed. haha. i should take a nap later tho.

lalal... well gonna go. maybe my mom will make an appointment for me to get my haircut :) i want it cut!! its tooo long. atleast for summer its too long. (ya i know its not summer, yet, but it feels like it) wellll... byebye!

lalala

Tue, 16 Apr 2002 01:51:07 GMT

hmmm once again i say i'm gonna stop writing in here, yet, i'm writing here again. and its not like anything is on my mind. james and i are getting along great :) always a plus. there's no school, so no need to wrry about that. so, yah. ::sigh:: weird stomach pains are back again. sigh. wah. my lactose intollerancy is coming back again. it was gone for a while, now i'ms tarting to get sick whenever i eat icecream. sigh. it aint fun.

ali in florida. so, that means i dont have neone who i really wanna talk to, cept james and britt. heheh.

i practiced flute today. my solo piece is coming along quite nicely. it's sooo pretty. its by mozart. it's pretty difficult. seriously, if i get the solo, i'll be SO surprised. i'm only a sophomore, to be a junior in the summer. i'll be competeting against college students. ::sigh:: everyone, wish me luck in june! lol. if i get the solo, u better come and watch me, or i'll be sad.

i love the movie "the princess diaries" its great. lol, i dont care its rated g. its a cute story. mia's best friend looks soooo much like a senior girl from school. lol. teehee. i'm bored. i got nothing to do. yippee ive been d/ling songs again :)wut did i EVER do w/out my music!!!! omg, its soo great to have it back. welllllllll... ive wrote enuf for tongight, byebye

news

Thu, 11 Apr 2002 22:17:31 GMT

i got a new diary.. somewhere else. if i like you.. i will tell u where it is :)

in a writing mood

Wed, 10 Apr 2002 00:27:32 GMT

well... hm.. i'm talking to ali :) and steph :). ali and her mom want to take me and my mom out to eat on friday :) hopefully this will happen, cuz i wont see her all vacay :( she be going to florida. while i be freezing my butt of here in cold yucky MA. actually it isnt that bd.. flowers flowering early :) little tulips and daffodils. prettys :) and azaleas.. yea.. i'm a flower expert (not)

random ali quote: SCABBEDWINGS 451: he;s so cute, u just wanna give him a hug. hehehe. i think its matt cafano who first came up witht ath. o ya its the kevie bear. dont ask.

hmm anyway... i was talking about flowers... pretty red and yellow flowers. and pink flowers! hmm... they need blue flowers. seriously. hmm... what else can i babble about.... JAMES! my fave topic.

my jamesie... he's such a sweetie. even if he does take his ADD meds, which makes him grumpy. oh well... it helps him concentrate, so its good. i love that kid soo much. he's the best thing thats happen to me in this life. welll... him and ali and all my other close friends. and anyone whos been nice to me... and hasnt taken advantage of me. i know james and i dont get along a lot of the time.. its mainly my fault. i'm a bad friend.. ::sigh:: o well... i still got my friends who luv me! and all that matters. and i got my mommy, the best person in the whole world. she'll always be my best friend. she and i have gotten really close this year, its unbelievable. i love it.. she never gets mad at me anymore.. and i'm much more open to her. i dunno what i'm gonna do w/out her if go outta state for college. seriously. i seriously would have the hardest time living alone. ::sigh:: i'm actually not looking fwd to the end of HS. i cant believe how fast its going by... i'm practically a junior. (well in a couple mnths) and those couple months are going to fly by. then i'll be half way thru hs. scary. i'm wicked emotional. :( i'll be VERY lucky if i remain friends w/ my hs buddies. its scary. now this is why i wish they didnt make tv shows such as bmw... it's not really that realilistic. seriously... how many ppl marry a person they've known their whole lives. how many ppl go to school (college) w/ their two best friends. o well i still love the show anyway... although i dont watch it anymore cuz i dont have time. or i just forget to.

hmm i think this is one of my longest entries in a while. ::sigh:: i hate allergies. sneeze sneeze sneeze. thats all i do ever....

hey josh m, if u ever read this... i'm sorry for being such a b**** to you in English today. i had to get that out. well... gg to bed cuz i'm gonna fall asleep write here. ttyl. byebye :)

MCAS fun

Tue, 09 Apr 2002 20:10:53 GMT

hm.. seems like the majority of ppl i talk to wrote about macbeth.. like me. hehe. we rock :)
Carin hanson drove me to my mommy's work.. thanx carin, you rock! she also gave jamesie a ride too.

i missed 5 classes today. i went into 6th late... wasnt fun. lalala...

guesss whattttt! james and i are ACTUALLY getting along!!!! ::aimee smiles:: i havent smiled in a while. it feels good :)

I WANT FOOD!!!! so me go! bye bye

UGH!!!

Tue, 09 Apr 2002 10:08:50 GMT

I hATE MCAS!!!!!!

still sad

Sun, 07 Apr 2002 01:50:27 GMT

::sigh:: james still doesnt like me...and maybe i was right. maybe we never are getting back together. do you know how scary that is? it's VERY scary. I thought he and i were always going to be together. maybe i was wrong. maybe our whole relationship was just a mistake. i still love him too. it hurts a lot to know that someone who you love soo much doesn't feel the same way towards you. I know i was being mean this whole week... but, ugh its not worth it. i couldnt explain. all i know is that i feel that part of me is missing, and i hate it. james, i love you.

...

Fri, 05 Apr 2002 20:36:52 GMT

i swear this week keeps getting worse and worse. i've failed ALMOST every test ive had this week, james doesnt like me anymore, i'm sure there are other things also that i cant think of. i dunno whats wrong with me :( i dont want to do anything anymore. i dont want to do anything anymore. i dread waking up every morning, awaiting to see what the next bad thing is going to happen. i've been like crying for two days straight, with out having a clue as to why. ugh i hate life. i wish it were over.

good-bad

Thu, 04 Apr 2002 00:58:57 GMT

hmm... good/bad... by me.
good- i just ate a sub
bad- i yelled at james today :(
good - stayed after w/ james today
bad-i have a history test on fri
good- i know everything that will be on the test
bad - i have a french test on fri ... ew
good - i know all of it
bad - i have to find a show + tell for french
good - i might bring in my bunny :)
bad - steph is mad at her bro (i'm running outta bad thing)
good - mr willis said i was a good student
bad- I am tired
good - i am actually not hungry
bad- i want to go to sleep
good - i played flute today... i sounded good too :)
bad - i didnt get home til 6 and havent talked to james
good - betahny isnt going to take my jamesie away from me. :)
one more bad thing.....
bad- i didnt make money today
good - some britton look a like gave me a recees today
bad - james took it away from me :'(

ok... aimee's good-bad scenarios of life today. hehe
aimee be very tired. time to go sleep sleep

OHH ONE MORE GOOD THING!!! ali wants me to sing for her :) WAHO!!! now what to sing??

today

Wed, 03 Apr 2002 00:53:16 GMT

i didnt go to school today :) it was a mommy and me day. hehe. we watched tv together, twas fun. at 2, i had to go to grandmas. james came over and we hung out :) then i had to babysit. i made $30. twas good. i am very tired, i duno why.

ugh i really hate the fact that ppl from school read this. i would write a lot more stuff but i dont need anyone cept my friends knowing wut happens in my life. or what i'm feeling.

Happy Easter! :)

Sun, 31 Mar 2002 15:10:57 GMT

happy easter everyone :) i know i havent written in a while, me sorry :( My weekend was OK.... Friday - bad. Sat. - good :) hehe. i think id rather talk about saterday, esp since everyone who i want to know knows what happened on friday. Yesterday, I had my lesson like a normal saterday. After my lesson, I went to Allison's, so we could work on our french video. Rupsha came like a 1/2 hr later. And then we went to Rachel's. Alli had a wheelborrow filled with stuff, and rupsha and i were carrying this car thing. everyone was looking at us :( hmm anyway,... we found our costumes. RUpsha and I were wearing matching dresses, but mine was blue and hers was green. It reminded me of a medieval style princess dress. hehe. iwas like i defenetly wanna wear that. Rupsha and i were ppl selling pies. Rachel and Alli stole the pies. hm... a 10 min video takes 4 hrs. go figure. haha. i had a lot of fun :) and i was surprised we finished it. well... gg find something to weaar for today :) HAPPY EASTER!!!!

Tue, 26 Mar 2002 23:53:35 GMT

i swear I have the worst luck with guys. i just want to find a guy who i wont argue with every freaking day, who's not a total jerk, and will just care for and love me no matter what i do. is that REALLY too much to ask for? i guess so. damn. what a messed up world that we live in. hm.. but if this were a pefect world, i guess it would be fairly boring. i'm just sick and tired of crying over guys.

hm i wanna do something with Jason on friday. and... no one tell me reasons why i shouldnt. when ever i say i want to do soemthing with jason, someone (usually james) tell me a reason for which i shouldnt, and then i never do. jason and i get along REALLY well, and i'm sick and tired of listening to ppl tell me the wrong freaking thing... ugh. why cant i just not litsen to anyone. i'm that stupid i guess. i hate it, i freaking hate everything in this little pathetic life of mine. i end up really liking another guy than james... and then he ends up hating me. i hate this. i think i'm just gonna go to bed, and hope this all goes away. byebye

hmmm

Sun, 24 Mar 2002 17:28:35 GMT

my other livejournal isaimee's lj

well... i really like john. a lot... and he likes me too. i'm soo glad i made semsba, and i met him, along with katie and susan. i do want to go out with him.. but james and i just broke up.. plus i just met john... i think i'd want to get to know him more.

so.. what to do with james...he's really upset over this whole thing :'( i will probably always have feelings for james. but... i really like john. and i want to date him. and i feel that this will be good for me... especially since they are very different people. hm....

i'm very tired... ::yawn::

i still cant believe i wrote arh6585... insted of 6586... stupid aimee! hehe. :) well... me tired. maybe i should take a nap... or maybe i should eat breakfast, haha. its 12:30.. i still havent eaten...

hm.. i have to study for my map test... and i have to write an essay thing on all quiet on the western front... what was the author's intended message about the war or something like that. i wrote it down somewhere. well... byebye

Sun, 24 Mar 2002 06:39:53 GMT

yea uve found my new journal. wahoo. haha i'm tired... night night

New Journal

Sat, 15 Dec 2001 03:38:53 GMT

Ah crap.... I put in the wrong name, i meant arh6586, not 6585 or wel... hehe